hey man been like a bit yeahg

look, im gonna be so honest this summer has been super counterproductive and ive despised working on anything for (id guess) a whole month, demotivation is a fucking BITCH and im trying to find shit to encourage me getting back into stuff like drawing and other things i wanna get into, im exhausted from this weekend since my social battery is all used up from meeting up with my friends @MattMoney @JACKALRUIN and one other who i dont know has a ng or not over the weekend so im just sort of reflecting this summer productivity-wise

ive recently been laid off for a second time at a potential job i wanted to work at but they were looking for people with actual kitchen work experience and not a teenager like me with little to no work in the cooking world, ever since i quit kohls for mental health reasons genuinely trying to find a job has been hellish since either you get declined or you get no response from the place you applied to so im just really annoyed trying to find a job for stable income because guess what!

IM BROKE!!!

but other than that, switching from brave to vivaldi was genuinely such a good idea i dont even know why i was so resilient at first to switch but guess im just fuckin stupid! lmao

im going to see if i can get another voice demo up for this year (since the other one admittedly sucks and dont match my current standards) since more things are out now with what i worked on and see if i can get proper pay goin through next to a ko-fi account so im hoping things go well in that department

peace

-drained sykleyshbang